Silent CRY

I feel like Crying out loud…
Long suppressed emotions built up while taking the blows from the inconsiderate, bully type personalities…
I feel like sobbing for all the hurt I have received, for all the hurt have given, for all the pains i’ve caused & other’s have caused to me…
The more i try to Positivise and laugh it off the more it is strengthening… I need a tight Hug and a large Shoulder to Cry on

Am feeling sorry for My Soul to be experiencing such an awful emotion due to the plays of EGO. No matter I try all the Positive forces some thing feels out of context.. some thing irritates.. Every one feels right to their own accord & speak of BIG things to suppress or contain their falters…

Am feeling sorry for My Soul being the Scapegoat for many wrongs individually & collectively done both at personal & global end.

Am sorry for being Here in the Right NOW!!!

sob… sob…
tears rolling down my cheeks momentarily warming the cheeks while seeking its route down… and then within fraction of time the path cools down and vaporizes leaving a sullen face – not even a trace of the pain underwent…

Nobody ever understands anything… My Friend blabbered… Unless one has gone through the experience no one can really understand, all they do is enact the empathy…

[Courtesy: http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/backstreetboys/showmethemeaningofbeinglonely.html]

Show me the meaning of being lonely
So many words for the broken heart
It’s hard to see in a crimson love
So hard to breathe
Walk with me, and maybe
Nights of light so soon become
Wild and free I could feel the sun
Your every wish will be done
They tell me

[Chorus:]
Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can’t be there where you are
There’s something missing in my heart

Life goes on as it never ends
Eyes of stone observe the trends
They never say forever gaze upon me
Guilty roads to an endless love (endless love)
There’s no control
Are you with me now?
Your every wish will be done
They tell me

[Chorus]

There’s nowhere to run
I have no place to go
Surrender my heart, body, and soul
How can it be
You’re asking me
To feel the things you never show

You are missing in my heart
Tell me why I can’t be there where you are

[Chorus]

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