On 5th December 2006, I put down my papers & mailed my resignation to the higher ups. What a relief & freedom… I’m almost there at the edge before taking the great leap into the Divine lifestyle. Meanwhile many things has happened from the Baptised day to this day.
Reaching beyond & leaping away to freedom, to unbelong from the normal herd… and accepting the greater responsibility of fun filled Divine romantic life of Light is becoming a burning reality in my life.
It was the day when this opportunity was first made public by my Guru, to join the Work of the Great Rishis… to dedicate our Lives to sacrifice the normal way of living & to start shining!!! Well the thriving life of mine, became restless after hearing such an alluring life-time opportunity. It knew that, not everyone can assume such a Thrilling Life! But the restlessness increased and the churning began to such an extent only the Tsunami of accepting & taking the great leap could alone satisfy & calm the resident soul of mine. To return to the one and only reality I had to prepare in all possible and remote areas of my life, I have heard some saying that ‘Life is a pack of cards’ Yeah! I do agree all the definitions & all kinds of quotes on Life and I’ve decided to play this CASINO Royally. But what the heck to decide about a way of Life, to shift over from the present way of long lived habitual life, to break away from all that is “I & Mine”; Man this is so THRILLING!!! That’s LIFE C A L L I N G . . . I accepted or was I destined to such a way of Life!!! Well Time has to reveal…
Many have made the path clear for me to travel, many are inspiring from their own stands to tread further & are expecting me to Shine Incessantly!!! I’m be-humbled by all those wishes and inspirations, many also have threatened me not to think or sleep in that direction, yet I take all that as a confirmation from God about my Decision. World IT’S MY DECISION as of NOW!!! (For I don’t know about the background activities!)
I too had dreams of becoming a good son, good friend, good… and also I had dreamt of being a GOOD Disciple a TORCH BEARER, well this one is the Biggest of all I’ll be GREAT by any standards when I go with this dream. Iwill take this challenge & LIVE IT!!!
Will be continued in Part2… Shortly
December 20, 2006 at 2:13 pm
That’s an honest write-up sudi. Well expressed, more so because it’s straight from the heart without any filters. And the picture aptly represents the spirit behind your words.
December 26, 2006 at 6:46 pm
I always rejoice when I see someone choosing to shine. We are all beings of light, and our time here in this physical life is only temporary. We come as guests and will be welcomed home when our journey is done. Looking forward to reading more about your journey!
December 26, 2006 at 6:52 pm
Dear:
Vishu,
Thanks for visiting my Blog, the One who introduced me to Blogosphere… As you are part of my onward journey; you’ll know more things than stated here… Again thanks for the Wishes.
1/2notes:
I liked all the posts that you had shared on the webspace & more over thanks for being with me when I’ve decided to Shine. Do visit in future & I’ll keep updating on my Journey towards Light!!!
Love & Light
O
December 26, 2006 at 8:08 pm
Good to know you. I wish you awarenss and compassion in your journey. Look forward to hearing more from you
Cheers
January 4, 2007 at 3:08 pm
This is a good writeup. Could reform the language a little and not use slangs. it would be brilliant then
May 24, 2008 at 8:38 pm
Came across your site from Suresh’s site.
Looks like its been two years since you wrote this… Im sure you’ve had a good and enriching time so far and heartfelt good wishes for a bright future.
I read your home page about your notes about the ‘light’ experience. Personally I would like to seek truth as it is, rather than create a light by imagination. There has been few instances in my life over the past few years where I have seen spectacular array of lights within myself without having expected it, or wished for it, and not wanting it to prolong it but simply lived with it as long as it lasts.
Do let me share your thoughts about this perspective if you like and find time/inclination. In any case I find your writing fascinating and inspiring and will try to stay up to date and also visit the sapta rishis page you have linked to
Thank you,
Sanjay
msanjay75 at gmail dot com
November 30, 2008 at 8:05 pm
I found this and all the other posts very interesting.
Looking to read more god discovering post from you……..