On 5th December 2006, I put down my papers & mailed my resignation to the higher ups. What a relief & freedom… I’m almost there at the edge before taking the great leap into the Divine lifestyle. Meanwhile many things has happened from the Baptised day to this day.
Reaching beyond & leaping away to freedom, to unbelong from the normal herd… and accepting the greater responsibility of fun filled Divine romantic life of Light is becoming a burning reality in my life.
It was the day when this opportunity was first made public by my Guru, to join the Work of the Great Rishis… to dedicate our Lives to sacrifice the normal way of living & to start shining!!! Well the thriving life of mine, became restless after hearing such an alluring life-time opportunity. It knew that, not everyone can assume such a Thrilling Life! But the restlessness increased and the churning began to such an extent only the Tsunami of accepting & taking the great leap could alone satisfy & calm the resident soul of mine. To return to the one and only reality I had to prepare in all possible and remote areas of my life, I have heard some saying that ‘Life is a pack of cards’ Yeah! I do agree all the definitions & all kinds of quotes on Life and I’ve decided to play this CASINO Royally. But what the heck to decide about a way of Life, to shift over from the present way of long lived habitual life, to break away from all that is “I & Mine”; Man this is so THRILLING!!! That’s LIFE C A L L I N G . . . I accepted or was I destined to such a way of Life!!! Well Time has to reveal…
Many have made the path clear for me to travel, many are inspiring from their own stands to tread further & are expecting me to Shine Incessantly!!! I’m be-humbled by all those wishes and inspirations, many also have threatened me not to think or sleep in that direction, yet I take all that as a confirmation from God about my Decision. World IT’S MY DECISION as of NOW!!! (For I don’t know about the background activities!)
I too had dreams of becoming a good son, good friend, good… and also I had dreamt of being a GOOD Disciple a TORCH BEARER, well this one is the Biggest of all I’ll be GREAT by any standards when I go with this dream. Iwill take this challenge & LIVE IT!!!
Will be continued in Part2… Shortly
